Kream......

First time I saw you, I know I felt something new. Through those friendly bonding, later I know that I had fallen for you. We exchange smiles, uttered thoughts, messages and more. I like your brown alluring eyes and your vivid features, no wonder whenever I think of you, it made me always smile.

With constancy, our garnish feelings become one. You love me, I love you. You promise, I promise. You miss me, I miss you. You care for me, I care for you. You trust me, I trust you.

Unfortunately, all of these were just momentarily. You change. You left. You broke. You betray.

Tsk. Now I don’t know my feelings for you and I know I don’t have the right though. Because at the first place there were no us, it’s just you and me.

When I love you, it was the most wonderful feeling. It inspires me and gives me joy and strength but I guess these things that give me joy can only cause hurt.

I shouldn’t have let you go, but u’ll be happier on someone I know. I LOVE YOU, the way I give you your happiness, even if I’m not part of it. I’ll give you your freedom though it leads me to be far from you. I think I should just take risk……….

I just merely hope u’d forget me not. By now, the moments we had were now treasured in my heart. Whatever happens you will always be my FRIEND!

Worthwhile waiting......

          It’s been almost four years since I studied in ManayNational High School. I spend my three and half years loyal to my own alma mater and looking forward to graduate this school year 2012-2013.

           Back in time, during my freshmen years, I’m eager to discover and know the school I am entering for the next four years. One of the things I want is that I want to learn ICT because I think it would help me to learn more about computers which is very necessary especially in my studies. Unfortunately, I’m not able to learn it for some reason that it wasn’t part of our subject on that time. But during my junior high, I already got the chance to learn ICT. At present, I am now an ICT IV Student of Manay National High School and I enjoy exploring and learning from it.

I love you ! stranger

Let me tell you a short story. A small town girl unexpectedly fell in love with a stranger.

Love isn’t worth looking for, it is worth waiting for.

This girl suffered a deepest sadness from her past relationship. She was a loner for the longest time. She was afraid trusting anybody who attempts to have her. She never wanted to be hurt again and decided to keep her heart close. But all had change.

She felt a deep spark in her heart, when she met the person she never met ever before. It sounds so strange and complicated, I guess.

Her heart was full of light and coated with love. She fell in love in that person through her faith and not by her sight. She may not know everything about him even his face, but in her heart she knew she’s been loved.  She knew destiny could make their ways cross.

Her faith gives her the greatest happiness and contentment in her life.

I should know- I’m the girl I am referring to.

ONE LOVE

In the 12^th day of February, I was only 14 I fell in love. Honestly I had no idea what I was getting into.

For young people like me experience was always wonderful and new. I thought my happiness was without end, and I thought we would be together for long. But a sudden break up happens to us.

Maybe it wasn’t love at all. Maybe I was just exaggeratedly hooked by his sweetness.

Weeks of sleepless nights, countless tears, if it wasn’t love, why am I suffering these right now?

Even this days, I still have unsuccessfully convinced my friends that I don’t love him anymore, I can’t help but to glance the preserve memory of times when I’m with him.

I remember how he used to teach me how to dance at our school. I remember that laughter in the school corridors during after practice.

He gave me the greatest happiness as well as the greatest sadness of my young life. I could not sleep, I could not eat, and I could not study. I’d always think of him. I would be watching love story and I would think that maybe this was what was happening to us two.

I kept my heart empty for the longest time so that he could come back and re-enter anytime he wants.

Loving this person made me forget to love myself more. Through it all I loved him very much. I loved him so much but I could not stop his happiness.

If he was happier with someone else, so be it. It doesn’t matter if he didn’t love me in return, loving him is all matters.

I am the one who love him most but I could not have him. Call it stupidity, call it obsession, call it infatuation, love, bitter love, call it whatever you want.

It is not easy to love someone and then rejection follows. But I do not blame him for my illusions.

I may not survive this heartbreak but I still believe the God will send me my angel to love and to cherish forever.